I feel so lame. I have mentioned this one girl named Ashley who I had an Art History class with, well I was interested in her last semester and yeah I was flirting with her a bit. Besides getting her to finally talk more openly with me by showing her a story about horse fighting in the Philippines and the fact that she rode horses for six years prior, she and I became good friends, lol. Well, not so much friends, it was not that defined. We talked about odd things, I got her to smile a lot, and we even had dinner a few times together.
She was odd, really odd; more quiet than me even and that is no easy feat. She never told me that she had a boyfriend either, well she did finally when there were only two weeks of school left. She and I were walking back from that class too, and she told me as we were walking - luckily for me I have a knack for feeling broken and not showing it >.<. Then again, I later figured out who her boyfriend was and they seem perfect for each other so it would go against what I stand for to wiggle in between someone else's relationship. That really bugs the heck out of me. Kaylee, who I also like has a boyfriend who I think seems perfect for her in that they are both dorks, and Ashley has a boyfriend and they are both quiet, semi-cool outcasts. Meh, there is always Megan, lol, she creeps me out though in a good way; big teeth, nice smile.
Anyway, question to say as my back stories are boring and droll. This involves this one girl I know named Angie, and one doesn't really need to know her to answer. One day I confronted her about how she talks to me, basically asking her if she is being really honest. I asked her at least twice if I was annoying her and even told her to tell me to shut up and go away if I was. She said I was fine and then got all self-conscious in that she thought she was acting odd. I convinced her that the question in itself could not help but be odd.
My question is: Why is it that when I ask girls to be completely honest with me regardless of my feelings that they find it so difficult? People like me like brutal honesty and it would make things so much easier if everyone in general were just honest to begin with about everything. And sometimes the truth hurts, but it would hurt even less if people were just honest from the beginning.
