I just want to be forgiven for past events that I did in the same way that other people are forgiven for their past events, that is all. Sure I was bad at one point, during a life crisis, but at one point I was a respected moderator and even administrator. In the two years you mention as well, new users have not been treated totally bad - it is difficult to look for examples, but I want to say King Mob, Kaede, etc. (thinking up names is difficult because people either go away or integrate into the scheme of things making it seem like they were always here).